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It would be a great conceit for me to believe that I can decide if you are an awakening soul or not. What you are is up to you. Only you can make this call about yourself.


But while that is true, I none-the-less have a little questionnaire that I think you might find interesting, enjoyable, perhaps just a little challenging but, most of all, enlightening. The process of completing this questionnaire will, I believe, give you an opportunity to evaluate, for yourself, the degree to which you have managed to awaken your soul.


There is a "score" that you can add up as you answer each question. But really that will only measure the degree of your awakening against MY ideas of what this means. So the score is just for fun and to see to what degree you agree with my reasoning. And spiritual awakening is anyway not a competitive sport! So play along if you like... or ignore the scoring component if you prefer. But please DO go through the questionnaire anyway and see how this might spark your awareness of the areas in which you are awakening beautifully... and the areas that you might still like to work on.


Perhaps you might like to think of this questionnaire as a kind of a "spiritual mirror". By playing along you get to take a moment to gaze into a part of yourself that is normally quite hard to see. So have fun. See what you think of the questionnaire itself. And see what you discover about yourself in the process...


Note: This questionnaire has 40 questions, divided up into 7 sections. Some of the questions are interspersed with a fair amount of information for you to consider. It should take anywhere from 20 minutes to half an hour, depending on how deeply you wish to ponder the issues. It is best approached when you are in a relaxed and peaceful frame of mind.


Awakening Metric 1. Shifting Social Circles

This life you are living is a grand, elaborate dream. But, while almost everyone sharing this dream with you is working very hard to stay asleep, you are trying to wake up. And this very yearning to awaken in a world trying hard to remain asleep is the cause of a considerable amount of the difficulties and challenges in your life. Here is the first of those difficulties:


There are subjects that interest you that you’d love to discuss with others. Subjects like: who are we REALLY? Why are we really here? Why is life the way it is? What is the real point of origin for the pain we all seem to feel in our hearts and souls? Why is there evil in the world? What is the truth about God, life and everything?


Perhaps for you the topics of interest include other things that you also know, within yourself, to be true. Such as Earth being visited by extra-terrestrials. Or the existence of nature spirits. Or power animals. Or spirit-guides. Or angels.


Perhaps your awakening has included the discovery that the story presented in the media (and believed by everyone around you) is a fabrication. And perhaps you have come to believe some (or even a great many) conspiracy theories to be the actual truth of things.


Whatever the specifics of the ideas that you have come to hold to be both true and important, as you awaken, you almost certainly find those around you responding with anything from boredom to outright hostility if you try to discuss these ideas. So you feel quite alone and isolated in your quest for the truth.


Is this you?
(put a tick in this box if it is... or if the answer is closer to "yes" than it is to "no")


1. Yep, that's me alright!


And it's not only that friends, colleagues and family react negatively to the things the awakening soul begins to find important and of interest. It cuts both ways. Perhaps you too are finding the things that these others in your life want to prattle on about and want to entertain themselves with to be ever less palatable too!


And so, as we awaken, we usually find ourselves becoming ever more isolated. And though this often feels quite unpleasantly lonely, this is not necessarily a bad thing. In fact I believe this to be a necessary phase in the awakening process. It results in a kind of "time of pupation"; this isolation allows the awakening soul space to begin to decide, without just going along with the old influences in their life, who and what they really are. It is a time of introspection. A time of choosing. Choosing to look within for what is true and important rather than going along with what outside influences dictate. Certainly, for many, a time of finding companionship in books and music (and, in this digital age, videos and websites) carefully chosen for the way they inspire and add to the awakening process.


Have you found yourself to be in this "time of pupation"?


2. Yes, I am (or have been) in just such a phase. I am (or have been) sufficiently isolated from my erstwhile social circle that I have had time to begin to find the "real me" within.


But the good news is that awakening doesn't mean eternal isolation! Quite the opposite. This pupation phase does come to an end. When the awakening soul is ready; when he or she has found enough of what they sought inside of themselves, they begin to emerge, as a butterfly emerges from its chrysalis. And then there is a whole new self, resplendent and gorgeous in evidence. Because the being that emerges from this period of isolation has begun to truly find and love him- or herself. What they then have to share with the world is their own true and authentic self (not just another insipid reflection of popular culture). This new emergent being then finds a yearning for true, soul-deep, intimate connections with significant others. And so a new phase begins. A phase of oneness in separation... rather than simply "socialising" as before.


Have you found yourself in this phase?


3. Yes. I felt quite bereft when I lost some of my old friendships. But the depth and profundity of the connections I am now making shows me that I am on the right path, for sure!


Awakening Metric 2. Rock-a-bye Baby…

One of the most powerful ways those in this world keep themselves (and everyone else around them) deeply asleep is with little “fascination games”. Things that make you look outside of yourself for what to believe in; for what to attach your ego to. What to call “important”. What to live for, fight for and die for.
These are the things the people of this world give all their focus and attention to. And in so doing this is how they keep themselves sound asleep in illusion land.
And these are also precisely the things that you are losing interest in, as you awaken.
What are these things? Put a tick in the box next to each item below that you  have no interest in:


Money, power and status for their own sake.

4. Nope. Money is, at best, a tool. I don't hunger for money itself. And certainly not for power or status!
The notion of “celebrity” and that there should be “stars” that the rest of us gush over.
5. No way! If someone is great at what they do then good for them. But I don't worship any other human being!


Religion: the dogmas and doctrines that some person or book tells you, you must believe in.

6. Not for me! I don't need someone (or some book or some group) to tell me what is true. I find my truth inside myself!


Politics: The very entertaining drama that a small group uses to fool the rest of us that we actually have a say in the way they will continue to run "their" business.

7. No thanks! Politicians serve the masters that “donate” to keep them in the running, not the electorate. And I am not interested in that game.


Discrimination: the idea that there is a group of humans that you belong to that is “okay” and that there are other groups that are different and “not okay” - whether these groups are divided by colour, gender, sexual orientation, language or whatever other demographic.

8. Are you kidding? We are all eternal spirits having a human experience. How can someone else be of less value than myself?


Nationalism: the idea that you actually belong to a geographical region and, perversely, that that makes you better than someone else who doesn’t. The idea that your geographic region deserves your undying loyalty, no matter what destructive idiocy the leaders of your geographic region (see politics above) get up to.

9. How silly. I am a spirit being first. What REALLY does it matter where I was born for this incarnation?


Sport as a religion. If you actually participate in some sport and love that, then that’s perfectly good and healthy. What you get a point for is having no interest in getting yourself attached to some sports team as if they were somehow an extension of yourself. The belief that what they do on the sports field is somehow significant in your life.

10. Nope. I am not interested in being polarized by the actions of a group of people engaged in sweaty activity with a leather ball. How on earth can THAT be important?


News. The idea that some talking heads on TV (or some other opinion makers in print) are actually telling you what is both true and important.

11. Nope! News is a business paid for by sponsors provided by a corporation that exists to make money. It's not a public service. And it doesn't exist for my benefit.


And as you lose interest in these things, so you find that there is room in your mind to think your own thoughts. To begin to process the things that you really should be processing. So you begin to notice the things that are going on inside yourself.


Awakening Metric 3: The journey is inwards.

And as you lose interest in all of these "fascination games" that don't serve you, so you find you have space in your mind and energy in your being to focus on other things. Important things. Things that DO serve you!


Place a check in the box next to each item to which you do give your energy and attention:


Are you becoming aware of your thoughts? Are you becoming aware that your thoughts actually impact your reality? That positive thoughts BRING positive experiences?

12. Yes, I am aware of the power of my own thoughts.


Are you aware that you are creating your reality with your beliefs? Have you noticed something in your reality change “like magic” when the only thing you changed was your belief about it (or yourself)?

13. Yes, I have!


Have you noticed that your body has its own intelligence? That it seems to be a “someone” rather than a “something”? And that this “someone” is working quite hard to show you to the things that you are hiding from yourself? So, for example, your illnesses, discomforts and diseases all seem to “magically” point you to some idea or belief that you're clinging to that no longer serves you. Have you noticed this?

14. Yes, I have!


And if you have actually begun putting these awarenesses into practice by working to heal your thoughts and beliefs… and then noticed that this has brought healing to you relationships, your life experiences or your body, give yourself an extra point. You certainly deserve it!

15. Yes, I have!


Awakening Metric 4: Who are you?

And soon enough, after noticing the power of things like thought and intent... you begin to wonder how this works. Who are you... and why are you here?


Have you asked yourself this question: “who am I really?”

If you’ve wrestled with it a bit... really given this more than a cursory thought or two... give yourself a point.

16. Ooooh, yeah. I've gone around the block with that!


If you are past thinking that you are your body, your mind, your thoughts, your experiences, your memories, your beliefs, your relationships… or anything else that you can point to… give yourself a point.

17. Yeah, I know these are things I HAVE... not what I AM.


If you know that life, for you, is unending. That this life in this body is just one experience and that you have had other, utterly different, experiences, some in other bodies and many more not in a body at all and that, obviously, you will continue to live and experience when you leave this body behind… then you get a point.

18. Its not possible to PROVE this... and yet I KNOW this.


If you understand that this “person” you currently are is your ego and that this is something you “have”, not something you are, then you earn another point.

19. Yep. I've got that sorted too.


If you are aware that the REAL you is creating this ego-persona and then inhabiting it so as to experience this life in this world, then you certainly deserve another point.

20. It's not immediately obvious but, yes, I figured that out for myself.


Feel into this persona. Here you are now. Here you are pretending to be THIS human being, reading these words. It feels as if you ARE this person, right? If you can, from this perspective, connect with your Inner-Self, your “real” self… then give yourself a point!

21. Wa-hey! There's my Inner-Self! I can connect with It and know that I am It!


If you are able to accept guidance, teaching and direction from your Inner-Self (probably via your heart portal?), then you can give yourself a point.

22. My own internal guru and guidance is right here in my heart. Got it!


If you make a practice, at least daily, of listening to your Inner-Self and “following your heart” then you can give yourself another point.

23. I do! I make sure to "tune in" at least daily.


If you meditate and find true stillness regularly, then you earn another point.

24. I know the value of stopping to "listen to my soul". I meditate regularly.


If you feel your ego is becoming a tool in the service of your soul, then you get another point.

25. Yeah! It's a real challenge to get this right, but I am learning that this "person" is a set of beliefs and tools that the "real me" is using to experience this world and enact Its soul-deep desires.


And finally, if you feel that you are actually BECOMING your Inner-Self and that your ego is just that which you use to interact with the world, then you get both a point and my deep respect. It takes some doing to get to this point here on Earth!

26. Gratitude, gratitude, gratitude! I am reaching this point!


Awakening Metric 5: Your Belief System

I believe that your entire external reality... everything you experience, from the thoughts in your mind to the health of your body to the quality of the relationships you have to the way you experience the world... all of this is really just a mirror reflection showing you your own beliefs back to you.


That's what I believe.


What do you believe?


Do you know that you can change your beliefs? Do you know that your beliefs are just ideas to which you have become attached?

27. Yes, I know that this is possible because I have observed my beliefs changing and refining as I have grown spiritually.


Do you know that your spiritual pain is really just a manifestation of beliefs that no longer serve you?

28. That makes sense to me, yes.


Do you know that all other kinds of suffering (physical, mental and emotional) are really just manifestations of your spiritual pain... and therefore also a result of your clinging to beliefs that no longer serve you?

29. Yes, I know that I can heal myself and my life by healing my beliefs.


Do you know that there are beliefs that are good, not because they are "true" but because they work? They are useful. They bring healing, growth, peace, harmony and joy as they replace damaging, limiting beliefs. For example, a belief that "All is One" will result in the believer being more loving to all of life. And a belief that "what you do to another you do to yourself also", will cause the believer to be kinder, more caring and more compassionate. And will therefore experience more kindness, caring and compassion in the world. Because what you believe is what you perceive.

30. Yes. I am very carefully working on my belief set, crafting the beliefs that optimally serve the greatest good.


Awakening Metric 6: It's not the thing itself... it's the way you feel about it.

Emotions are powerful things. When we are deeply asleep we can feel as if we are their victim. As if they are something that "happens to us". Perhaps even that they are "a bad thing" that needs to be controlled or even shut off. But then, as we awaken, we begin to discover their true power and potential. We discover that they are actually tools that we can use to change our very reality. Have you found this?


Do you know that it is possible to self-emote (to choose your emotions)?

31. Yes. I do.


Have you managed to do this? Can you decide to feel as you wish to feel whenever you want (or at least most of the time)?

32. Yes. Right now I can find joy in my heart, just because I choose it. Or love. Or peace. Or whatever other emotion I choose. And I do this, at least sometimes.


And has the fact of your ability to self-emote led you to the discovery that you can actually change the pattern and flow of your life? Have you discovered that, by choosing your emotions, you can actually change your life?

33. Yes. I used to think I felt the way I did as a result of the things that were happening to me. Now I find it to be the other way 'round. Now I know that life works to bring me the experiences that reflect the emotions I am choosing.


When the awakened learn to own the power of their own emotions, they usually quite quickly become quite serene. Their base, normal state becomes tranquillity and peace. And from that quiet, calm centre, they sometimes choose to move their emotions in this direction or that... as is appropriate to them. Have you reached this state?

34. Yes. I have found the transcendent bliss of serenity. And this is my normal state. And from here I choose to paint my life with the palette of emotions that my deepest sense of right calls forth.


Awakening Metric 7: Integration

This reality we find ourselves in is called "Separation" because that is what it is. It is a place where parts of the One can come to feel what it is like to be "not one".  So forgetting is the same thing as fragmenting. That is how we get to feel as if we are small, powerless, mortal little beings. When we awaken just a little, we begin to become aware of the greater self. Then we feel as if we are each just one incarnation, amongst many, of this greater self. When we further awaken we realise that those "past lives" are all right here, right now, within us. That we heal ourselves as we heal and re-integrate our past lives. Have you done any of this re-integrative work yet?

35. Yes, I have done (at least some of) the work of finding, healing and re-integrating my alternate life-streams.


And when we begin to heal other life-streams, we open ourselves to the awareness that there are all kinds of other aspects of self, not just "past lives", that we can heal and work with. Like the Shadow, for example.


Shadow work is, at the same time, the most challenging and the most wonderfully healing thing to do. You see, your Shadow encompasses all the parts of yourself that you are hiding from yourself. Whenever you reject, revile and deny any part of yourself, it moves into Shadow. So, all the most hateful, fearful, destructive and harmful parts of yourself reside in Shadow. Which means that we typically REALLY don't want to go scratching around in there! We only begin to work on Shadow when our life reaches a crisis and we cannot go on any further without beginning to face "our demons"... our Shadow aspects.


Have you had that "dark night of the soul" that caused you to choose to turn your life around and face the unfaceable within yourself?

36. Yes. I have been there. It was terrible to experience. But I made it through. And I chose for life and love and healing. And I have begun (or am willing to begin) to face my own Shadow.


Have you found ways to heal this most self-destructive part of your psyche?

37. Yes. As challenging as it is, I am in the process of bringing loving awareness to this aspect of myself and it is being reintegrated.


But we don't only hide the reviled parts of ourselves in our Shadow. The Big Secret of Shadow work is that we are more afraid of our beauty, power and magnificence than of our ugly, destructive victimhood. And so, as we heal this most painful part of ourselves, so we begin to confront the most radiant part of ourselves. The truly God-like, immortal Inner-Self. Have you begun to feel yourself unifying and reintegrating with this divine being?

38. Yes. The personality that is here on Earth is to my spirit as a glove is to my hand. It is the means by which I reach into this reality. The means by which I can feel what this kind of life is like. Without it, I would not be able to be here. But I am here. And I am the eternal, immortal spirit being that gives life to this very small belief-set that is this ego-persona. As I have given life to my other “past lives”. And In due course, when I am ready, I will release this perspective and return to a much expanded state. This is my truth and my experience.


And as we reach these lofty states of awakening where we KNOW that we are this divine being walking around within the ego and body of this person... so we also bring to this life all the wisdom, compassion and creative power that is the true nature of the Inner-Self. We begin to Shine our Divine Light. We begin to give our Greatest Gift. We begin to express our most God-like nature. Are you there yet?

39. Yes. Without being either coy or boastful, I can state my truth. The I-that-I-am is here now. And I am expressing my Self fully into this life.


Since "what you put out is what you get back", as you arrive at this place of full self-expression, as you begin to give your Great Gift, as you truly shine the Light of your soul... so life begins to reflect all of that back to you. Because life does not lie. It can only ever be a mirror in which you see yourself. And so, as you arrive at this state of full self-expression, life becomes ever more abundant, blissful, and gorgeously loving. Is life reflecting back to you that you are indeed arriving at this final stage of your awakening?

40. Yes. I find the only question I ever ask myself is "how can I express myself more fully?" I no longer even ask how I can get the things I want and need. I am supplied in loving abundance with all that I can imagine wanting and needing. I feel no blockage or resistance. I am flow. I am life. I am love. And I am one with all that I encounter.


Time to Add It Up!

The above questionnaire has 40 check boxes. Please go back and add up your checks to see what your score is out of a total of 40.


That's your score on MY measure of spiritual awakening. But I am not your guru. I am not your spiritual master. And I am not your source of truth. So it's time to get clear with yourself. Do you agree with the questionnaire? What does your heart say... do YOU feel this questionnaire to be a fair measure of a soul's level of awakening?


Only you will know for yourself. As careful as I was about putting this questionnaire together, and as much as I have given this all due consideration... at best this is all still just my perspective!


And if you do think my perspective is at least moderately accurate... what does your score mean for you?


What's the Score?

I'm sure you will agree that it is obvious that 40 out of 40 is a REAL stretch. Truly only the most enlightened, sainted, christed and godlike will be residing at that state of perfection.


So I don't expect anyone to actually get 40 out of 40 (without deluding themselves, of course). Certainly I didn't! Not nearly!


But that is not to say that it is not possible!


And that is the point. It was my intent to show where it is possible to get to. What the heights are that we can reach. This way, after concluding the questionnaire, we can take stock of the growth that we have each attained and also see where we have yet to go.


And if you scored a bit low? Don't be down-hearted! Even if you only have a handful of points, you are beginning to awaken. You are on the path. And once you are on the path, the difference between your low score and someone else's high-30's is really just time. You are being called to awakening by your Inner-Self. All you need to do is to keep tuning in. Keep listening. Keep healing. Keep growing. Keep following your heart as you are led by the path of Divine Assistance to your own ever-unfolding awakening. And (if you come back to do this again some time) your score will steadily climb until you too are scoring in the high 30's.


Not that the score itself ever matters. But the elevation in your consciousness that it represents certainly does. And all the gifts of spirit that come with the awakening certainly do.


What's Next?

Right now make the choice to be loving towards yourself for the growth that you have accomplished. No part of any of this should be taken as criticism. No part of any of this should be used to beat yourself up. You are awesome. Exactly as you are, exactly where you are right now.


Take a moment to accept yourself in this here and now. If you do, then you take ownership of yourself and your situation. And doing THAT is what allows you to recreate yourself consciously. And what is awakening other than the recreation of the self into a more whole, integrated, evolved state?


And then...? If you would like my assistance in your continued awakening, then I'd love to offer it!


Take a look at the areas that you would still need to grow in (the areas in which you feel you lacked checks).


If the areas you lack are in:


Awakening Metrics 1 and 2

Then I invite you, especially, to read The Ascension Papers, Book 1.


Awakening Metrics 2 and 3

Then I think you will benefit greatly from Heart and Mind Aligned, the first module of Dreamer Awake!


Awakening Metrics 4 and 5

Then you will find Shining the Light on Shadow, the second module of Dreamer Awake! to be very helpful indeed!


Awakening Metric 6

Then Create Yourself; Create Your Life is exactly what you are looking for!


Awakening Metric 7

Then the some combination of Soul Re-Integration, Shining the Light on Shadow and The Tools of Creation (the third module of Dreamer Awake!) is sure to provide you with the assistance you need.


... and of course you are most welcome to contact me to discuss your needs. I have a variety of other offerings that I can recommend. Such as Guided Meditation recordings, coaching, past-life work or one of my other publications. Or, if you are ready for a truly life-altering, soul-rejuvenating vacation, combined with my focussed attention tailored specifically to your needs, perhaps a Spiritual Safari is called for! Contact me... let's talk!


Now, to be clear, I don't wish to imply that the only way for you to progress is with my assistance. But I have been blessed with all kinds of wonderful help upon my own path. I could not be here (either where I am upon my path of ascension or, in fact, even just here, alive, happy and whole) without the assistance of my Inner-Self, my spirit-guide, my life-partner, a variety of healers and (perhaps this might surprise you) a good number of my clients who came to me for healing, but through which we both healed together.


What I am saying is that we ALL need some help, guidance, reminding and assistance sometimes.


If I have what you need at this juncture of your journey, then it is my great joy to render that assistance!


In Conclusion

The question we asked at the beginning of this document was, "Are you an awakening soul?"


I think we can agree that "awakening" is a sliding scale; that there are "degrees of awakening".


I think we can also agree that awakening is a process that will continue until you are ready to leave this life (and indeed this whole reality) behind.


And finally, I think we can agree that you are engaged in that process. You are an awakening soul!


Did you know that there are different types of awakening souls? Depending on how you got here, to this point of awakening, you will belong to one of a number of groups. At this point I am aware of three main groups. They are Earth Souls, Starseeds and Light-Bringers. I'd love to tell you about these and what this might mean for you. Read all about that here.



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# James Germiquet 2018-10-02 22:12
The problem with your rating system is it lacks a gradient where most answers may apply but some may be I feel that 2 out of 10 or 7 or even 9 out of 10. Also each category would probably be weighted in terms of the individuals understanding. Currently while I understand the creating and healing powers we create our life circumstances with I am still not able to consciously improve my own circumstances and am suffering relational financially emotionally
Of course I have been led here because of my understanding that we are a singularity with our universe but have been separated by our “creator/sustainer/god” to learn who we are
One of the problems I had with your check marks is my realization that the physical process we experience could be simply a device that gives our lives meaning and purpose and experiencing life us what gives us life. What would sapience be in a universe of nothingness? We read books to experience what we read or movies or now virtual reality that allows us to interact ... how greater to actually take part in those experiences we are creating instead of just reading or writing about them... physical could be a HUGE necessity in our existence even as a souk or the singularity of our souls...
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# Zingdad 2018-10-02 23:12
Hi James
The "problem" with my rating system goes far deeper than a lack of gradations. The "problem" is that it's only an opportunity for a new perspective. A different way of looking at this issue of awakening. It's just an opportunity to ask yourself some questions and see what it brings up for you. Nothing more.
Perhaps you took the process a little to seriously? Awakening is not a competition. You can't "win" at this. And any attempt to give yourself "marks" for this should, at the most, be treated with humor.
It was meant to be a little fun that would, hopefully, encourage a little introspection.
Which, thankfully, it does seem to have done for you. So... thank you for the comment!
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# Atle Meszaros 2018-09-23 15:02
Tusen takk Zingdad for spørreskjema og det ga meg ettertanke med livet mitt.
Som jeg følte at jeg var alene på,og nå ser jeg at det er flere av oss som har det samme tankegangen.
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# Morgan Leaf Meadows 2017-12-10 15:41
Thank you for honoring the creative spiritual impulse to design this questionnaire. I found it to be an honest testament or mirror to the progress I've been making in my 58 years in this embodiment (30 years as a walk-in).
Today is my first introduction to your website. I found many essential correlations with my spiritual awakenings, too, as well as other channeled teachings - which tend to appear in my life at the perfect moment of need and receptivity.
I've recently moved from the Pacific Northwest to the Door County Peninsula of Wisconsin. A call to establish a learning design center, as a collective humanitarian healing project, is in formation. Exciting. Challenging. Divinely guided. Liberating. Integrative.
As above so below...
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# Tien-I 2017-12-05 16:36
Excellent questionnaire and comments (before and after). I also have some past life work yet to accomplish and will contact you about that when the time is right, if appropriate and you are willing.

I just want to recognize and acknowledge your courage, dedication, love and light you are shining on Gaia and awakening souls, especially Pleiadian Starseeds. You magically and masterfully share your greatest gifts of Delight, awareness of the singularity event(s) and the absolute truth about "One That Is" with us without ever infringing on our free will or choice. Although these are absolutely life changing truths, you deliver them with great understanding and in a comfortable respectful manner.

You share your Story selflessly with courage and wisdom. It takes a lot to put yourself out there in the public like that. I will probably need some help from you with that as well, when it's time.

The "Ascension Papers Trilogy" has spread far and worldwide thanks to you, Lisa, fur babies, Zingdad, JD, 8, Adamu, all your readers/listeners and awakening souls. More and more of us are waking up and realizing that we are Indeed One with All That Is. What a great Truth and incredible journey of co-creation you share! For that I will always remain grateful.

Much Love and Light from Brothers and Sisters ALL!
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# Zingdad 2017-12-05 16:45
Hi Tien-I
Thank you so much for your very kind, supportive messages here on my website. I find them very touching. And I look forward to meeting you when it becomes time for us to work together.
With love,
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# V 2017-11-17 23:23
Hi Zingdad,
I came here after downloading ascension papers from amazon uk for free ☺ Will be a late night tonight, great writing.
Anyway I scored 38, I need to meditate more so I didn't tick for that. My question is around number 35, I have no recollection of other lives just this present one, no memories have come up during my 7yrs of awakening, healing and spiritual growth, so how do I go about finding these out?
Love & Kindness
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# Zingdad 2017-11-18 18:38
Hi V
Perhaps I can help you to find out? I do offer a Past-Life Work service. Read about that here:
... and see if this looks like something that interest you!With love,
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# Debbie Ott 2017-04-23 18:32
Another comment I guess - it's interesting that I found the comments after the box to tick to be helpful in deciding whether it fit and/or amusing.
I often find the response of others to be interesting. I wonder if I'm some kind of perspective vampire as I enjoy "trying on" other perspectives to see how they feel. Thanks to Scott for the opportunity. :-)
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# Debbie Ott 2017-04-23 18:21
Interesting questionnaire. The one about the dark night of the soul might be a little misleading. I've read about some people having major dark nights of the soul. I seem to have smaller ones, dealing with particular shadows where I'm either dismayed at what I find or cringe, usually both, lol. I'm glad mine are spread out. I'm not certain I'd like to cringe over more than one or two shadows at a time. And shadows are usually buried deeply - sometimes within stuff we consider virtues. Maybe it's the comparison of virtue to shadow, or to discover a virtue is the shadow that makes it so cringeworthy.
Interesting times we live in...isn't that a Chinese curse? :-}
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# Zingdad 2017-04-23 20:12
Hi Debbie
Terms like "dark night fo the soul" can be confusing because different people mean different things by those terms. For me it refers to the BIG CRASH that leads to massive transformation. It's that horrific time that leads you to say "I just CANNOT continue on like this anymore!".
The smaller ones are more course-corrections that come from discovering and integrating a bit of Shadow.
But that's just my perspective...
With love,
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# Kristina 2017-04-12 06:42
Thank you for this questionnaire! I have felt alone on my awakening path for many years, just doing what I had to do, getting to know new truths. But all I have been mirrored in is my old life/beleives/ways falling apart, not knowing anything about the new life I was creating. Now I got to see my development through your guestionnaire and can see and beleive I really have come very far! This encourages me to stand in my light and power, naturally. Just what I needed to continue standing in my truth right now. Wonderful how things comes to you just as you need them! (I am new to this site). Thank you! Kristina
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# Timothy James 2017-04-08 11:46
First and foremost, I would like to say, thank you for your writings, 8's and Adamu's input to the writings. It is simplistic compared to all the others I have studied to get answers of what I have been going through since childhood. To find, I am still a child in Adulthood learning more and more as each day and each experience has passed. Truly, there is no time and space and we create, manifest and all that goes along. I have been able to teleport. That was shocking, a little at first, but so simple! WOW. I want to say, Zingdad, 8, Adamu, I love your Soul, wise and true and Bright with Love. I was a bit shocked, your questionnaire did not include questions about singularity events. I have to tell you, I have had several and they are so beautiful as you put it in your First Book. My score was 40 and at the end I am going wait there is more questions? I Am, We Are, Love, Light and Peace to ALL, Be LOVE. Timothy James
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# Franco Noseda 2017-02-22 19:17
Hello Brother, I am on the path since 2006, it was hard but I'm here now. The healing power over me and the people around me makes an indescribable joy. If we have a soul is made of the love we share. I asked for was given to me, always! infinitely thank you for it and I do everything to reciprocate. I also love all the enemies and thank them because they gave me the opportunity to understand the difference between right and wrong. Am one with the Father Creator, I place my faith in steel 'Love, strength against nothing can. A fraternal embrace. Franco
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# DaWolf420 2017-01-15 15:14
Everybody prattles on about how awful 2016 has been, but it's been the best year of my life up to now.

I have gotten treatment for a life time of severe sleep apnea, and the lifetime of symptoms that have been mistaken for autism, misanthropy, cognitive weakness, and emotional instability have vanished now that I am sleeping properly for the first time and I am far stronger and less co-dependent than I have ever been in my life.

My cognitive awakening following my recovery from sleep apnea in May 2015 coupled with emotional manipulation by a dark person I met on Craiglist caused me to lose touch with reality and go into manic psychosis in spite of my having no history of mental illness. This led to my being put on neuroleptic drugs that destroyed me cognitively, socially, and emotionally. Ever since I quit all of that shit in June of 2016, my life has been on the Stairway to Heaven.

My career is taking off and I am performing far better at work than I ever have in the past. I am also, since 2013, working at one of the most progressive and enlightened companies in the world and for a company that has been my favorite in Canada since 2007.

I have fallen in love with an incredibly beautiful and intelligent woman who was also the person I had feared the most growing up, and I have come to learn that she and her friends have secretly been going far beyond the call of duty to make the last 17 years of my life as pleasant as possible, all while I feared and mistrusted her based on rumor and preconceived notions. I felt her presence strongly during my hospitalization for manic psychosis. It's amazing she wants anything to do with me after all this.

I feel the Mandela Effect going into overdrive and that reality is constantly being rewritten for the better before my eyes.
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# Zingdad 2017-01-15 17:20
Hello to DaWolf! :-)
Thank you for sharing a bit of your story and perspective in this and the "3 types" comments sections.
2016 was my best year ever too! I guess what was going on "outside" seems to many people to have been "bad". But I don't measure my life by what goes on "outside" in politics and what-not. I measure my life by what goes on "inside"! My experiences, my health, my relationships, my beliefs, my career, etc. As, it seems do you. Perhaps this is a pointer to why we agree that 2016 was awesome! :-)
With love,
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# Scott 2017-01-15 17:43

Thank you so much for sharing this! I felt such a deep sense of happiness and joy for you when I read what your wrote that I had to respond. Congratulations on such a wonderful life transformation!

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# LuAnn 2017-07-10 05:38

I just wanted to thank you for sharing your story with us and send you un-conditional Love. I wish you a wonderful journey! Seems to me that you are well on your way
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# Lucy macdonald 2017-01-10 23:53
Excellent questionnaire. 39 out of 40 isn't bad.
I guess I need to work on connecting with my inner self instantaneously. Sometimes I think it's afraid of me. (just kidding) ;-)

Since I began practicing Reiki, I've discovered so much about my true self and my abilities. 2016 was an AMAZING year for self discovery!
Thank you for this very interesting and fun quiz. :-D
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# Christopher 2016-12-10 09:00
Hi Arn...thank you for this eye opening actually brought tears to me eyes as I am experiencing the loneliness of being one who is on the path of fully awakening but my wife is on her own path. She gets very annoyed & irritated when I talk about my new beliefs :( I am lecturing her & my 2 kids...her focus is primarily on her 3D life & job. I am no longer 'allowed' to speak of these beliefs. Any ideas to help?
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# Zingdad 2016-12-10 14:20
Hi Christopher. Yours is a painful place to be. The only advice I have is to put yourself fully in her shoes. Empathize fully with her position and THEN see what you would want from Christopher if you were her.
I suspect you might find she is exactly where she needs to be. She doesn't feel the need to "be changed" by you. She is probably confused and angry that you are changing and making it worse with your lecturing.
So instead just love her where she is at. If you stop pushing MAYBE she will be able to stop pushing back. Maybe after a while she might even become curious and ask you for input and thoughts. When she opens the door THEN you can give of your insights and wisdom.
If you live congruent with your deepest truths, your life will reflect that. If she sees that... she may become open to learning from you. But if you push then all she can do is push back.
My compassion is with you. I know your motivations are pure.
With love,
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# Inez Walters 2016-10-17 03:01
I spent 30 years of my life in an organization trying to balance my karma as we have been asked to do. One day I found myself simply crying crying from my soul out, because I realized I was not getting anywhere. I knew that this my last incarnation to earth I felt that I did not want to return after embodiment but I also do not want to leave until what I came here for has been accomplished.
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# Scott 2016-10-17 19:36
I knew that this my last incarnation to earth I felt that I did not want to return after embodiment but I also do not want to leave until what I came here for has been accomplished.

I'm pretty much there with you, Inez.
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# LuAnn 2017-07-10 05:43
I knew that this my last incarnation to earth I felt that I did not want to return after embodiment but I also do not want to leave until what I came here for has been accomplished.

I completely agree with you Inez. I feel the same way. Seeing what others go through on a daily basis is so painful. I do my best to send them love in my thoughts. Being an Empath is very difficult but it can also be rewarding. Sending you lots of love and many blessings
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# LuAnn 2017-07-10 05:57
Zingdad, thanks for this questionnaire. I scored a 36 out of 40. I have been on my awakening journey since about 2007 after I got clean from crack addiction in July 2007 and the passing of my dad in February of 2007. I've had my ups and downs to be sure but have been doing my best every day.

What I have a problem with is going within. It seems that I get distracted a lot. I would love to sort that issue about myself out :)

I also have had several UFO experiences. The last one as recent as April 2015. I was told that both my husband and I were taken on board the craft. I would love to have a regression to find out. I was also told that they were Arcturians. What I remember the most from this experience is that we were waving back at them with so much love and joy! Then they moved from where they were, stopped right above us and then with a whooshing sound were out of sight.

Ever since I was a child I can remember not being like the other kids. Always a bit eccentric I guess you could say. I was able to see spirits when I was around 4 until around 11 years old. My parents sent me to psychologists and I was put on all kinds of meds which made it all stop. I now take photos and always capture spirit and even nature spirits have showed up. I know that I am a Starseed. Of that I have no doubt :) Thanks again! Namaste~

In Love and Joy,
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# Nurit 2017-08-05 15:16
Wow... exactly how I feel but, the more I learn the more I get excited that I've been given the opportunity to do something good for humanity. All my life I said that this is the last time, due to my painful path but now, I seem to start doubting my original wish, for it to be the last incarnation. the more I expand the more excited I am
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# Jad 2016-08-23 00:40
Bonjour, je suis tombée ici par hasard ( ou pas ) je suis actuellement dans le train et comme d'habitude je me suis mise à penser à la vie, à notre signification et j'ai décidé de faire quelques recherches sur les pleiadien, j'ai toujours été curieuse à ce tsujet, j'ai connu l'existence de ces être de lumière via la planche oui ja, une expérience très bizarre et depuis je me pose énormément de questions, l'être répétait sans cesse " ouvre ton esprit, vérité, amour, paix, ciel, lumière " je voulais savoir s'il était possible qu'un pleiadien ait vraiment communiqué avec nous via cette planche ou est ce un mauvais esprit ?... Merci (30 points sur 40)
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# Kim 2016-06-28 13:09
34 and 35 unticked

: )

still walking around by MySelf
disconnected from like-
..not minded.. rather.. wise ; )

funny thing was a PERFECT deja vouz hit me when I ended this questionnaire. A loop. "A glitch in the Matrix". Funny =D
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# Primoz 2016-04-20 09:57
Good morning my brothers and sisters from Amsterdam, The Netherlands. My story in short goes that since I was a child I was fascinated by UFOs, always kept a curious eye on the subject. Since some time ago I've got very deep in the subject and like a DJ stopping a record playing, I've started suddenly asking myself who am I? What am I? The question kept on repeating and repeating. After joining some FB groups such as (light workers, starseeds, pleiadians, etc) I started finding some answer with a help of friendly folks from everywhere. Things got interesting, people said there's a huge amount of energy locked inside. Someone said that we know each other from the past, apparently I was a pilot in a space fleet in a great war. Ironically I always wanted to become a pilot since a kid - my decision came pretty much from nearly experiencing a plane crash, and that was my first flight ever back in 1996 when I was still 8 years old. I believe I'm in the awakening process and the other folks are helping me bit by bit to figure it all out. Till recently I've discovered I'm clairvoyant and have remote viewing capabilities. But I need to work on that a bit more to be 100% sure. Since I started my awakening journey I started having several thoughts passing each other. They all seem to be thoughts of seeing other people, what they are doing, etc mostly all the time. When I meditate and try to "play" with me energies I these shivers all over my body. Overall my quest in the awakening has brought me to this website among other and by completing the questionnaire I'm a solid 36. I would be a 37 if I would practice meditation frequently which is something I'm about to start this week. Thank you :)
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# Marnie 2016-04-16 23:37
Hello Arn,

Thank you for sharing. :) It's nice to feel that I'm not alone on this path. I am looking forward to reading up! I would like to comment about the 'fascination games.' I think you could add the fashion and beauty industries, consumerism, and even sex(as it relates to marketing and celebrity) to the list. I live just outside of Los Angeles and these are things from which I've had to unplug. As for the rest, I feel as though my journey has been about releasing the density that I have collected, so that the Love that I am is revealed. Many Blessings.
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# Lisa 2016-04-01 18:24
Hi Zingdad,

I scored a 27 , after 17 years of trauma, and started my spiritual path in all seriousness in 2005, I have come a long way. Even though I started to see and hear things when I was 7. Even though I didn't feel anything called to the three awakening types you presented. I know that I came from the 6th dimension to come to this 3D dimension to take op a challenge. Thanks for the questionnaire , it will help me on my path to ascension.
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# Maraiel 2016-02-26 01:23
Unticked are 1, 2, 24, 40
Good to know and continue to observe!

Looking forward to our meeting tomorrow!
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# John 2016-02-21 01:27
Thanks for reply Arn. I really have to think about life or existance as being a story onlybut you have a point in that I have read that some think that we keep repeating our life over until we get it right and I suppose that would be only possible if life were just a big elaborate story. I'll have research and think that one over!
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# John 2016-02-19 23:20
This is an interesting topic as I might ask are we really supposed to get the answers to all our questions? I find the more of my questions that are answered the more questions I have! If I was to define at this time who I am I would have to put a question mark as I am constently asking something as I want not to just know but to know how and why and when ! Maybe we are to live an endless life of questions as I cannot conceve eternity maybe my questions will never end. I know it sounds crazy but it is just a question :)
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# Zingdad 2016-02-19 23:30
John, I think all of life... everything that exists... is just a story. A grand story to be sure... but a story no less. And every story can be told differently from a different perspective. And as along as we are asking questions we are opening ourselves to new perspectives. So, no, I don't believe the questions ever end. As long as there is consciousness there are questions. And so, obviously the point isn't to answer all the questions. The point is (I think) just to tell the story that satisfies your soul.
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# Ben Sandford 2016-02-19 16:34
34 for me, and I'm happy and proud to be able to reflect back to those 'dark days of the soul' some 9 years ago to see how far I have come, what a journey!. I have eager anticipation for the more allowing of my true divinity. Let's integrate those beliefs! :-)
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# Sailesh Patel 2016-02-19 13:25
I can truly say that I had numbers 1,24 and 40 unticked. I shall reflect on what this means and carry on from there. ;-)
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# Zingdad 2016-02-19 13:44
I guess as we get closer to "full marks" so we get closer to defining for ourselves what we shall do one we are healed, whole, complete, sovereign spirit-beings beings walking upon the Earth.

When there is no more healing to be done then the only thing left to do is authentic expression of the divine Self. For ever and ever unto infinity. Or, I guess, until release and re-merging with the One.

That's what I think. What do you think?
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# Scott 2016-02-19 02:49
This is cool, Arn! I like how you tie it all together in the end and then how it leads to the different types of souls.

A few suggestions:
1) Have the site automatically add the points up
2) Maybe remove, or tone down, some of the comments after the checkboxes. I found them a little off-putting at times (especially the earlier stuff about religion/politics, etc.). And some of the comments made me question my got a bit too specific whereas the question itself was sufficient.

Anyway, congrats on the new site and a new you! I'm headed that way myself :)!
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# Zingdad 2016-02-19 08:43
Wow, thanks for the very constructive criticism, Scott. I'll go through the article again with that in mind.
I did want to have the site add up the points but that required coding knowledge which I don't currently have. Since I didn't want to launch the site without this article and I didn't want to delay the launch of the site... it went up as is. But I'll learn how and then I'll fix this. :-)
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# Scott 2016-02-19 22:33
It's all good, man :). And I understand completely!
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# John 2016-02-19 01:10
Very good questions,eye opening at looking at myself as an indivigual! I only managed a 26 but I'm not sure that means anything but that I have a lot to learn and a long way to go! But then dont we all :)
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# Zingdad 2016-02-19 08:44
Hi John. Exactly right. We are all on the path. We have all learned and grown a great deal and we all have a great deal more to learn and grow. 26 is a very respectable score (in my opinion which is anyway only what you are scoring yourself against!)
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