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Adamu: Why is The Next Release Taking SO LONG?



Adamu: Why is The Next Release Taking SO LONG?


arn pleiadesI get a lot of mail from folks who have been following along with my writings and videos (particularly the Adamu releases) who want to know when they can expect to receive the next, latest update.


This is often a very reasonable question, as sometimes there are very long gaps between releases. As I write this, it has been FOUR MONTHS since my last Adamu release! In that time, my readers have not heard a peep out of me. And this is, sadly, not the first such long hiatus in my writing output. I’d love to have a regular schedule, according to which I bring out a major release each month and have some blog posts in-between - perhaps weekly. But I simply cannot get there. Until very recently I have judged myself and blamed myself for this. I felt there was something wrong with me that I needed to work on to get to a place where I was producing more regularly. And then, today, a rather obvious thought struck me: why don’t I ask Adamu for his input on this!  So I did, and what I got back from him was most informative indeed. Transformative actually.  But also, at the same time, a lot of what Adamu shared with me was quite personal to me. And there were certainly parts of this communiqué that I would, under normal circumstances, never have wanted to publish. I have, you see, profound discomfort with coming across as self-aggrandizing. And some of what Adamu had to say to me was… quite flattering to me. So I would simply not have published this. I would have considered it to be one of the many, very useful, conversations I have had with him, and moved on. But, as you will see, Adamu has strongly encouraged me to publish this. He is quite clear that this may be useful to others who perhaps share my struggle with “getting productive” and with “procrastination”. And he is equally clear that my discomfort with potential ego-puffery is not something I need to concern myself with.


So I am sharing this. Because Adamu asked. And because I am choosing not to be motivated by my fears. There is also the added benefit that, whenever someone asks me when they can expect a new release, I can just point them at this conversation. So, here it is…


Zingdad: Adamu, I’d like to talk to you about something personal to me.


Adamu: With what can I help, my friend?


Z: Quite a simple question today, Adamu. I don’t know if this is something you can help me with. But I ask you because it impacts you.


The question, in its simplest form is, “Why can I not get going with the material I should be receiving from you?


Sometimes I sit here and nothing comes. Sometimes I get bits and pieces, but they don’t hang together correctly and I know it’s not right and I end up deleting what I have written. But mostly I just don’t feel it. Mostly the feeling is that I should be doing something other than writing. Is that laziness? Procrastination? I don’t know. And I struggle with this and since it is mostly your info that is not getting out as fast as it should, I thought to ask you about it.


A: Oh, I certainly can help you with this. But I have a question of my own for you before I answer yours:


What is different when you DO manage to write something?


Z: Everything! I might have months and months of struggling and then, one morning I just wake up and I feel different. I feel ready.


A: And then?


Z: And then it’s usually quite easy. I sit down and write. It’s not exactly effortless. Getting the info is “heavy lifting”. And getting it all straight in my mind takes a lot of work. The writing itself is easy enough. And then there’s a bit of editing and cleaning up to make sure the words represent, as perfectly as possible, the concepts that I originally received. So it takes work, certainly. But it flows and I feel I can do it.


A: So it goes from sticky and impossible to suddenly quite doable.


Z: Yes, exactly.


A: And? What changes? What are you doing differently on these occaisions when it is doable?


Z: I was hoping you could tell me. Then I can just always do whatever that is and I’ll just be able to get on with my writing!


A: (Adamu laughs, a big, old, kindly, belly laugh) Oh my dear, sweet child. Do you not see? You are not doing anything different when you can successfully write. It is simply so that you have some wildly inappropriate expectations the rest of the time. You believe that there should be a release through you, and from me, within some kind of a regular time period that you can control. But this is just not so.


When I speak through you, I do not simply speak to human consciousness. I speak at very specific intervals when human consciousness is ready for what I have to say. Sometimes, when consciousness is transforming relatively rapidly on Earth, I might have a rapid succession of things to say. Then you will be kept busy by me. Sometimes there are blockages that need to be worked out in the collective consciousness of humanity, and what I have to say must wait. Then there is a longer pause. The point is, these things cannot be rushed. And it will most certainly not do to offer information before it’s time. This might actually cause more harm than good.


And then, too, sometimes things are moving along exactly as they should, and nothing need be said for some time.


Beloved one. We are not playing at fun and games here! Nothing is by accident and nothing is random about any of this. We are engaged in a very highly purposeful, highly intentional, process.


So I ask you to entirely let go of the idea that my releases through you should follow a pattern of regularity that you can depend upon. They will not. They will come when I decide the time is right. And, as you have seen, trying to “force it” doesn’t get you anything. You must be patient. And, alas, so must your readers.


So, patience is the first thing that will be required of you going forward. Beyond that I have, what I am sure you will find to be, a very useful recommendation for you.


A Recommendation

Instead of thinking that you must put some time aside to write every day, rather set time aside each day which you call your “tuning in to listen” time. Sit in front of your laptop for this time as it is your style, and what works for you, to record in writing the things that you receive. But please note: you are not sitting down “to write”. You are sitting down “to listen”. If you find what you receive in such a session to be worth recording… write it down. Then do with that as you see fit. If, for example, what you receive on that occasion, takes our central conversation forward, then add that to my communications. If you find what you have written brings that conversation to a logical break, then we will consider that a “chapter” and you can release that to your readers. If, on the other hand, what you receive on that occasion is only relevant to you and your growth, then this is most certainly not of “less value” than an item for public consumption! Rather this is of MORE VALUE, as this is a part of you, fulfilling your core purpose. Which is your own self-healing and spiritual growth. Do remember, as you contemplate this, that you are only able to help others, only able to offer healing, only able to receive shareable information to the degree that you are healing yourself and aligning yourself with your divine, Inner-Self. So, working on yourself must come first. Your spiritual awakening IS your purpose. Everything else, including gifting information to others, is secondary. A beneficial, secondary consequence that comes as a by-product of your true purpose. Nothing more. Nothing less.


I see how you became a little confused about this, though. Your spiritual awakening is your own, intensely personal, journey. It occurs in private. Or, at most, in interaction with those who are closest to you. There is no great fanfare about this, even though you advance in leaps and bounds.


Your “public” work, by contrast, garners a fair amount of attention. It brings you (almost universal) positive approval. And it has also become the means of your financial self-sustenance. So, both money and approval. And, to add to this, you are also providing a collection of healing services, which provide you with a sense of healing, helping purposefulness. All of this is quite a powerful combination and it is easy to see how you might get confused and think, therefore, that this secondary benefit is your primary purpose. And hence why this is a most opportune moment to remind you that this is not so.


I’ll say it again. Your purpose for this lifetime is your own awakening. Whatever else you do is secondary.


Z: Can I ask… is this not everyone’s purpose?


A: Let’s not get distracted here, shall we? I am talking to you, about you, now. Not everyone else. So I’ll just answer you briefly and say, no, absolutely not. Everyone has their own journey and they all have their own purpose for why they are here. Those who have chosen to have an ascending lifetime will share this awakening purpose with you. You are quite a small minority, as far as this goes.


But now, back to you. This daily discipline of “tuning in to listen” is absolutely crucial. It is very hard indeed to get a message to you, if you are not open to receiving it. Usually we have to wait for you to ask a question before we can give you the answer. Take what is happening, right here in this very conversation, as an example. It’s actually been some years now that you have been struggling with this very issue. You have been torturing yourself over the fact that you could not easily just sit down and write all the things that you know you feel called to write. You have been blaming and beating yourself up over the fact that you know that there are two more volumes of The Ascension Papers to complete, along with your book with Llualarth that you have also begun, and then there is the new idea of the book on the Dragons that you haven’t even started on that your soul tells you, you must write. You feel like you are just not getting going with these, and you are actually torturing yourself over this.


Z: Jeepers, Adamu, I think you overstate the case. I wouldn’t call what I am doing “torturing” myself!


A: Well you can use whatever word you choose to label this behaviour. But when someone makes the choice, over and over again, to tell themselves that there is something wrong with them, that they are failing themselves, that they are failing others, that they are not fulfilling their purpose, that they are not giving their gift, that they are letting their own divine Self down… and so on and so forth… when there is no possibility whatsoever that they, or anyone else in all the universe, could do even one iota better than they are doing… then that sounds very much to me like an egregious form of self abuse. I don’t think self-torture is an overstatement of the case.


Z: I… wait a minute. I couldn’t be doing better? No one could?


A: Arn*… you have obviously not yet absorbed all that I have been telling you in this conversation. No. It is not possible for you to have been receiving and transcribing more than you have. Or better than you have. Or faster than you have. Or, rather, to be perfectly accurate: you could have spent time and effort exploring all kinds of peripheral information. You could have taken an infinite number of tangents and explored those with me, with J-D, with 8 or with any number of other beings. You could have been writing all day and all night long about any number of subjects under the sun. But that would have meant time, energy and resources would have been diverted away from your core purpose which is…


Z: My own growth and healing.


A: Correct. And if you retarded your own growth and healing…?


Z: Then I would have been even slower and less efficient in receiving the core messages.


A: So apparently you DO understand. Everything is unfolding according to divine will, in divine right order. You could not have done this faster or better. If someone else thinks differently, that is their problem. Let them do better. Of course there are many who are doing all kinds of good work, receiving all kinds of valuable information. And I have no desire to diminish anything that anyone else is doing. But there is a core message that is yours alone to deliver. No one else can do exactly this work that you are called to do. And, certainly, no-one can argue the clarity and fidelity with which you are receiving and transmitting information.


Z: Wow, okay. Thank you for sharing this with me, Adamu. I hear you and I appreciate all you are saying. I know this is true. I will apply this learning. I will spend time each day “tuning in to listen” as you suggest. And if I get personal communications like this one, I’ll keep them to myself. And if I get something that might serve the greater interest. I’ll publish it.  So, I thank you and I look forward to talking to you again in my next “tuning in” session.


A: Hmm.  Okay. Two things: firstly, this conversation is not yet done. There is more I need to tell you. And secondly, I also want you to publish this as an article when it is done. Others will find it useful.


Z: Adamu, no. I’m not comfortable with that!


A: Please hold your objections until the conversation is over? Then we can deal with them. For now, I want to tell you about your readership. Your audience.

Who is the audience for this work?

It is time for you to understand that your real-time readers, those who are reading these words as you publish them on your website, are your journey mates. In quite a real sense, many of them are your co-creators in that, on the spiritual plane, many of them are consulting with us. It’s actually a bit of a hive of activity here where I am with your Inner-Self. There are many, many Inner-Selves buzzing in and out of communion with us – adding their perspectives and working with us to forge the path we are working on.


But, other than a handful of exceptions, the REAL audience for your work is composed of your future readers. What I mean is that your readership will begin to expand somewhat exponentially in the future. You will see relatively little of this within this lifetime of yours. By a wide margin, your actual audience is waiting for you in a future time frame after you have departed the Earth. Even long, long after you have departed.


I can say this to you now, as it won’t distort your ego to hear this: where your work is now loved very deeply by a very small, niche audience it will, in the distant future, be very widely held in very high regard.


I tell you this not to flatter you. I tell you this that you might understand that these ideas that you have that you must rush to publish articles because your readers are waiting… well… that’s just silliness borne of a lack of comprehension of who the audience really is. And also for what we are really doing here.


Which brings me, finally, to the core point I wish to make with all this.

What are you actually doing here?

You are labouring under the grossly mistaken apprehension in your writing that what you are doing is “receiving information”. And it is true that is an aspect of what you are doing. But it is just the tiniest aspect. What you (as your Inner-Self) and your Inner-Selves’ many co-creators are really doing, is fundamentally recreating this entire reality. Firstly we are taking it all in. Uploading the entire reality into the collective mind-space that we are holding. Unpacking it. Reconstituting it. And then recreating it anew as an utterly transformed article. We are collectively outputting a whole new variation of this reality. A variation that includes a place of true Oneness, deep within this separation reality. Yes, it is so, that others may then choose which reality they will inhabit: The one without the Unity Conscious sub-reality within it. Or the one that you are co-creating that is in every way different because it includes a place of true Oneness within it. Obviously your co-creators are choosing the latter with you. Obviously you are inviting others to join you there. And THAT is the real purpose of your writings. To open a door to that reality for others. You don’t HAVE to do this. There are MANY ways to accomplish this same goal. And we are employing all of the means at our disposal. So you need have no concern about this; we will find a way to reach every soul that needs to be invited. And everyone that will wish to transition to that reality will have the opportunity to do so. But you also wanted to issue this invitation whilst still incarnated upon the Earth. You wanted to share this message. You wanted to get it to the very deepest, densest place that consciousness could sink to. So you took yourself there. And then, once there, you began to awaken. And now you are singing your heart song. Fulfilling your self-determined soul’s purpose. Which is to issue this beautiful, grand invitation to a truly delightful, heavenly world.


Can you imagine then how sad it is for me to see you flagellating yourself over this utterly mistaken idea that you are somehow failing miserably when you are actually over-achieving marvellously?


Can you see?


Z: I can.


But I seriously can’t publish this, Adamu.


A:  I know, I know. You have this horror of self-aggrandizement. Of producing material that shines the light on your own magnificence. You want so much to hide behind a self-effacing façade so that no-one will put you on a pedestal. So that no-one will see your inherent specialness. But what I will tell you right now is that people are not stupid. You are not fooling anyone. Every time you express yourself, people SEE you. So you can stop trying to hide, while at the same time also trying to do your work which, by its nature, calls attention to you and shows your light. You just exhaust yourself. And this is another reason for this difficulty you experience. Quite a key one, actually. You know that each time you publish anything – a communiqué with me, a blog post, or some other written work or video – you know that you are showing your light. You know that you are attracting attention. And this scares the living daylights out of you because you are trying to stay small and insignificant.


Well. My friend. I have good news and bad news. The bad news is: “It’s too late!” You have been seen.  So you can really just let go of your desire to keep yourself small. Let go, in fact, of any desire to “manage” your public persona. Just allow the incarnated personality to get out of the way so that the divine might express itself through you. These fears really just place an unnecessarily burdensome blockage in the flow of the light of your soul. And that’s the “bad news”. You actually MUST do the work now of letting go of this silly, old, unnecessary fear of self-aggrandizement. Not only is it no longer helpful… it is now actually directly counter-productive to both your awakening and your public expressions.


Z: Well… that all actually sounds like good news. Time for me to let go of yet more self-limiting beliefs. I’ve had a fair amount of practice at that during this lifetime. I can do some more.


A: I am pleased you take that perspective. And I can actually help you with this. You see, my friend, you have actually been deceiving yourself with this whole little psycho-drama of hiding yourself from others. The truth is that you don’t actually care all that awfully much what others think about you. I mean, of course, you would prefer others to think well of you. Obviously. Everyone would. But you have evolved beyond the point at which you are motivated by others' opinions. You have learned to listen to your own heart and take direction through your heart from your Inner-Self. So clearly you would not actually keep yourself small because of what others think.


So why are you REALLY keeping yourself small?


It is because of what YOU think! You are afraid of your own magnificence. You are afraid that if you acknowledge all that you are, that you will then be called to do great things. You fear that because the poor dear little ego-vessel you are pretending to be for the blink in time that is this lifetime cannot believe it is capable of all the great things you fear you will be called to do. Which is just a silly misunderstanding. The ego-vessel, this persona called Arn (or Zingdad or whatever you are calling yourself) is not the seat of your magnificence. Surely that is obvious. The ego is just a tool. It is the soul that is magnificent. It is just the ego's job to serve the soul. To get out of the way and allow the soul to act, when the soul wishes to act through it. And to get on and do the work when the soul gives it a task. The ego is a worker. A servant of the soul. And the more willing and obedient the ego is, the more joyful and harmonious its journey through life will be. And, of course, it will have the great joy of being an agent through which The Great Work is done.


So, my beloved friend. Are you not glad that you finally asked the right question?


Because now I can finally tell you the good news. This little ego being that feels these fears, that is trying to keep itself small, that is then also angry with itself and is also hurting itself when it doesn’t perform to its own self-created standards, is just playing a silly, needless game with itself.


All is perfect.


You are doing fine. Exactly, spot-on perfectly.


There is nothing that you did wrong or could, really, have done any better. Now that you have this information, of course, you can make better choices. But these improved choices are not about “greater productivity”! They are about greater self-love!


And so, finally, before I ask you if you are ready to change your mind about publishing this article, I’d like to remind you of something.


Do you remember, the first time you worked through The Six Sacred Steps… did you or did you not set as your intention, “to fearlessly and courageously express yourself”?


And, since setting that intention, has your whole life not been transformed in ways both miraculous and beautiful?


Life has become full, joyous and abundant for you, has it not?


Things are working out spectacularly for you, are they not?


Z: Yes. All true.


A: And so? Why would you suddenly change course now? Why would you suddenly let your fears motivate you now? This is just such a silly, small fear! And it’s really no longer relevant to you. So let it go. Share this. See what comes back from Life. See if the world comes to an end because, heaven forbid, something you published actually points to the fact that you are a gorgeous being of Light! And in so doing, you will notice if your fears are grounded in reality or not.


Z: Yes. You are right, of course. Done. I’ll publish this as a blog item and then get on with your recommendations.


Thank you, Adamu. I treasure your love, your wisdom and your patience.


A: You are welcome, young one. If only you could see… the journey has only just begun. There is SO much wonder and joy that lies on the path ahead. For all of us…


[*Arn is my “real” name. Adamu chose to use it here, instead of calling me Zingdad, to indicate that he was speaking directly to my heart]






And so there it is, friends. I’m sure you can see that this is a bit of a departure for me. I don’t normally share stuff when it is “all about me” like this piece is. But I accept Adamu’s guidance and I trust that this will be of use to a few of you. And I hope you can see, as I now begin to, that this wasn’t only “about me”. That it is also about many of you too! But, whatever the case, I am asked  to share it, and so I now have.

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# Diana Rose 2018-09-08 18:32
Thanks for posting this. I needed to learn this for myself.
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# Andrea 2018-09-07 15:10
Oh Arn, I am soo glad you shared this conversation. Thank you it means so much.

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# Andrew marchant 2018-08-30 18:58
I found you today, 6 years later than most, but the right time for me, I was led down many paths towards finding you. Your message is the one, its feels in my heart to be the truth.
I can understand your fear of not wanting to develop a runaway ego as their has been so many "enlightened" gurus who have enjoyed and promoted their fame, only to collapse spectacularly and receive the wrath of others. But there is a big difference between you and them and its 'the message' and your natural honesty.
Where their message relied on their ego and charisma to lift it, yours does not, your message stands the scrutiny of a loving heart, it would not matter if you wore a diving suit and a midas crown when you delivered it, the message would still remain pure, honest, loving and truthful, however I am glad you do not dress like that!
You come across as a genuine kind and concerned human who really does want to help others and more importantly, bring us together as it can be very lonely when we feel isolated in the beginning. I live in the UK and do not know anyone who feels like I do, most people seem to live in America so I feel my next move is to work on Unity and start a meet up group in the UK. I have a lot of catching up to do, but do have a long background in my spiritual search, your teachings are my next level and why I found you today. It was your video on the end of the vampiric Consciousness that led me here today. Your teachings consolidate my knowledge and extend it into the heart centre which I now know is the only true path for me, still lots to do, but thankyou from my heart for being you, doing what you do and allowing me to share in the journey. When I have read your book and learned more I will see you on Skype. Thanks to Adamu as well.
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# Zingdad 2018-08-31 14:20
Wow, thank you for your warm-hearted, supportive message, Andrew! I found it very touching. And I'll make a note not to wear that diving suit and midas crown for my next video! :-)
I have a lot of compassion for your feeling of being all alone. Out here in South Africa I used to feel VERY isolated. But as I have worked to find and shine my own Light so I have found the world is a lot smaller than it seems. And more recently I am also finding awakening bothers and sister here in South Africa too. So I do encourage you to find ways to express yourself and shine your Light too!
With love,
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# Hui Sun 2018-08-29 18:22
Thank you from my heart for sharing this message! Much love and gratitude.
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# Ana Daksina 2018-08-27 03:05
You know, I'm not exactly a spiritual newbie -- and I found that post to be one of the most helpful I've read. Ever. You go!
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# Alexandra Nevatt 2018-08-26 11:13
Thank you, Arn for that. You article very much spoke to emcee and I that you for being brave and trusting the publish it.
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# Guido Luthi 2018-08-20 21:20
Dear Arn
Thank you for publishing it. It is honest and very precious for me and I fully agree with Adamu, that you do a great work for now and for the future. You open the door for many many like me and help us to awaken, so we may bring light and love to this world. It is not important to publish a lot of stuff. It is of an enormous quality what you have already done. And there is nothing you could have done better. I am very grateful for what you do. All the best. Guido Luthi
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# Bobbie 2018-08-15 20:43
Thank you and namaste. This blog spoke directly to my heart. The program that I am not enough, has been erased from my hard drive. Never before, have I been made so aware of my desire to keep myself hidden.
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# Mikhail 2018-08-01 16:19
A beautiful conversation. And - soothing. Thank you very much for sharing it!
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# Paul 2018-07-27 01:24
Excellent advice for all readers to apply to their own 3D personlities. The worm of the dust braIn minds recognising it can merge and become the butterfly of the Soul.
Thank you for your expression and reminder.
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# Lori 2018-07-16 16:33
Thank you for sharing this...this feels like it was written just for me (we)...which of course it was! So beautiful.
With love and gratitude, lori
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# Abdul Aziz 2018-04-11 13:10
Hello, Arn and Adamu!

Thank you for this beautiful information, for all of us! It truly resonates with me so much. I don't know if this is true or not, but I seem to resonate with Arn in more than one way. What could this mean exactly?Could this mean that I too have been co-creating with you all this time? I hope so, it sure sounds fun.
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# Muni 2018-03-28 20:35
What a marvellous friend you are.. Arn! :-))

Your above conversation brought many long held tears to my eyes. Releasing me of a whole bunch of mental and emotional burdens I carried for so long, in almost no time. This is been your work! good friend. My deepest Thank-Yous for your always loving readiness to share YOURSELF with all of us this way making it easier also for us to finding back to what WE ALL ARE... I'm "with you" since I read your first lines years before. "We're all in this." Which for me is the greatest thing to know. Whatever we will create we'll create together... :-)))
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# Zingdad 2018-03-29 10:16
Thank you for your beautiful message, Muni!
Your words of loving support and encouragement are priceless to me.
And I am so pleased my work is of such value to you!
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# Guido 2018-03-15 14:14
Arn/Zingdad and Adamu. It is true that your works are very helpful to learn and to master the own doubts I sometimes have to express my own truth to others. You do an excellent work. Thank you very much
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# LEO 2018-03-09 10:38
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

i love god in you! i love the universe in you!

it is pure pleasure! thank you!
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# Margarita 2018-02-08 18:56
OK. Reading this again today speaks DIRECTLY to my heart and where I am. I am clearly one of your groupies in this lifetime. Hahaha
In my own 'tuning in to listen' today I have recognised how I have been holding myself down, keeping myself small, by not allowing my heart to break open enough to heal its deep wounds via giving myself permission to shine my true light. (Convoluted writing, to be sure, but it speaks to me.) Sigh. Wink wink... and all that.
Thank you, Arn, Adamu, et al. Thank you again and again and again.
And thank you to my own Inner-Self, which I take to be what I was calling my Higher Self. No difference there, as far as I can see now... ??!!
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# Jim 2018-09-19 13:11
Thank you again again and again for being you! Reading these comments completely rips my heart open! It's so beatiful!
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# Ann 2018-02-07 17:54
Thank you Arn and Adamu.
I truly love Adamus words to you, your light shines bright, no need to try to hide :)

Since I once again is on a PC I will now read up on what I have missed since last time..

It is exiting to hear about you new bookprojects, and I saw a link in the comment section ;)
Thank you again
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# Elyas 2018-01-08 08:48
Great article! Dragons sounds interesting....
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# Sarah 2018-01-08 04:51
I feel this message was speaking directly to me as well! It was just what I needed to hear! All of it! Mahalo nui loa from Maui!
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# Susana 2017-12-26 10:41
Dear Arn, I would like to join my voice to those of others who thank you for overcoming your hesitation about sharing this personal material. And thanks Adamu for encouraging Arn to do this :)
For me these words in particular were the ones that 'hit home': the final This little ego being that feels these fears, that is trying to keep itself small, that is then also angry with itself and is also hurting itself when it doesn’t perform to its own self-created standards, is just playing a silly, needless game with itself. Perfectly describes one of my 'this life' dilemas ...and clearly applies to many of us. I too (hi Amreen) am writing a book - well have completed it - a children's story in which many 'teachings' came through to me in the form of story lines. But heck, how I am procrastinating about getting it published!!! And... I was really interested to see that you have a 'dragon book' in mind. I have 'been in love with' dragons since my chldhood (am now 74) and so saddened by the way we humans, especially in the West, have portrayed them as savage carnivors intent upon wreaking havok, or sitting malavolant guard upon untold treasure - this last might have some truth as a metaphor for gaurding the 'treasures' that we humans have not yet developed the wisdom to have access to..? I am so happy to see that more and more dragon energy is being channelled by a variety of individuals....perhaps even myself in an indirect way in my book, who knows. Much love and appreciation!
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# Margarita Wynne 2017-12-28 18:12
Oh yum! Dragons and more dragons! Guarding treasures too unfathomable to behold!

Salutations and felicitations to all who are writing furiously and fiercely, hurling us beyond the beyond! I long to read all these tales of magic and mystery.

Jubilations to all! xo
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# Tien-I 2017-12-30 19:32
Dear Susana,
Many also share your love of dragons and agree that they have been portrayed, in most part, as negative beings or myths (mainly in the West) for whatever reasons or misunderstandings.

Perhaps there are STO and STS dragons out there (in there?) somewhere, although I would like to think they are of unity consciousness and All One.

In book three of the Ascension Papers: "An Open Letter to Pleiadian Starseeds" Adamu gives us a tantalizing clue of their magnificence and energy; "There were, for example, dragon gods upon your planet hundreds of thousands of years ago. Too long ago for any actual record of them to survive, but the impact of having such blood-curdlingly magnificent beings walking amongst you and flying your skies was such that it remains in your collective psyche..."

I was fortunate to have crossed the path of a wise teacher who once told me that the word dragon meant "a person who is on the path of being true to themselves". More specifically, this great teacher told me that a Lotus Dragon was a person seeking to be true to themselves in the midst of the muck and mire of our lifetime(s), then blossoming, as a lotus flower does, into a most beautiful magnificent person/flower.

We would love for Adamu and Zingdad/Arn to share their Story of dragons with us. I am confident that they will share this Story at the exact perfect time, as they have shared many other truths and Story.

All children I have come across Love the song "Puff the Magic Dragon". Thank you for your children's book and the great dragon energy you share with us in your comment. Much Love and Gratitude! Tien-I
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# Susana 2017-12-31 15:04
How lovely to make contact with others who have more than a 'passing interest' in dragons. Your comments and information are much appreciated ....and encourage me to take further steps towards getting my first book published. Thank you
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# Amreen 2017-12-23 18:11
I am so glad you decided to publish this article! I started freaking out when I was reading it because I also plan on publishing a novel in the future, and like you I had the same dilemmas. I was so worried because I couldn't seem to write my novel on a regular basis. Sometimes for months I wouldn't write anything and some days I'd write so much and I kept thinking to myself how at this rate I don't know if my novel will ever be published at the right time or early enough in my life. Not only that, very recently a new novel idea came into my head but again I was worried because I am nowhere near even finishing this current one and now I might even forget about this second idea that I really want to write as well. I also always had doubts about whether I should really be writing a novel and if I'll even have any effect on the world at all. After reading this article however, I am now certain that I am on the right path because I'm pretty sure on another level part of me wrote this article as well because it resonated so well with my heart. Thank you so much!!
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# Brenda Teagarden 2017-12-22 04:23
Thank you so much Arn/Zingdad,

Very beautiful and it was indeed a teaching for many who listen to you. I AM grateful for your sharing this.

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# Kee 2017-12-16 20:11
Blessings to you dear Arn,
I am so happy to hear from you again. Remember that your work & your connection with Adamu is treasured!
I count myself among those who journey with you in real time now & applaud each next post. You are doing so well & each step, I so appreciate and send you gratitude!
Thank you & Blessings to you!
Follow your own pace & let it all occur naturally.
In love & light
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# Christiane 2017-12-13 03:20
Thank you for sharing this conversation. I have a remarkable inclination to hide and hope that no one ever notices me. However I know that in order for me to accomplish what I have agreed to, I will have to be able to tolerate a lot of attention.
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# Carol 2017-12-12 04:28
Thank you for sharing this, beautiful being of Light, Zingdad. I so identify with the feeling of keeping myself small in case I get asked to do something huge and difficult! Now I have a new perspective, and perhaps I, too, can begin to be fearless and courageous in expressing myself.
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# Julie 2017-12-11 14:46
I'm so glad you published this article, I must admit "Zingdad" had faded into the background for me after my initial intense immersion into your material when I first came across it. Then, poof! Here you are with a blog, addressing (once again) exactly the issues I'm grappling with. It's a bit mind boggling really ;) Thanks Arn, glad to be one of your subscribers.
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# Howard Small 2017-12-11 05:43
Hey Arm and Adamu,
Wonderful reminder of how we ALL get impatient with things and feel we should be doing better. We need to take a deep breath and TRUST that, as Blossom and White Cloud say, all is as should be.
By the way Arn, Adamu is absolutely correct. The cat was out of the bag about who you are a LONG time ago. Deal with it! Much love to you both
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# L 2017-12-10 20:58
Oh my gosh ! Speaking to me ! Thank you, thank you, for sharing completely. ☮️
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# Chell 2017-12-10 17:24
Arn, thank you for publishing this. So many lines and paragraphs resonated with me. Staying small and pushing myself are shadowaspects I look at, hide from and contemplate. In reading this I have received new tools to embrace my soul self. Knowing my ego works to empower my soul is a fantastic reframing! There are many more gems in this writing, I will read it several more times to integrate all that I can. Thank you again!
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# Nilda Weiss 2017-12-10 16:19
Dear Arn
Thank you for your courage & generosity to go beyond your ego. Adamu is correct. Through you, those who are searching for the door to inner understanding, find it. Those who are trying to awaken need you very much to address their fears & the perception of their insignificance. I thank the the beneficent energies that support me that I found you, Zingdad. Your light will help me to find my inner me. I need you as much as you need Adamu. Respectfully, Nilda
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# Paloma 2017-12-10 13:00
Adamus is so right like always. I’m really grateful you shared this conversation Zingdad. I’ve been beating myself up so much and have been believing Liv (my higher self) was disappointed with me. I felt like I let Liv down and also God. That’s when I got your newsletter. After reading this post I got a new perspective and it’s definitely something I want to keep reflecting on. Thank you.
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# Helmut 2017-12-10 12:41

there is some parts in this article that really concern me personally.
Thanks for sharing it.
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# Joanne 2017-12-09 23:06
Thanks a lot. Very useful. Thanks for being a gorgeous being of Light and Love and for bringing Adamu to us who is so very special.
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# George Nazlis 2017-12-09 21:55
...still, in your latest installment (Emotion) you inviting people to "subscribe to your MONTHLY newsletter"...

I like that it is not monthly or weekly or whatever-ly, for me it's a fresh breath of air whenever it comes - it's an uplifting surprise!!!

Great Arn!! Keep up the good work - I'm with you all the way (Adamu says so)!!!
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# Tien-I 2017-12-09 20:56
"...along with your book with Llualarth that you have also begun, and then there is the new idea of the book on the Dragons..."

Could you tell us anything more about the other two books listed above? Love and Gratitude!
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# Zingdad 2017-12-10 03:39
Hi Tien-I
Here is a link to the beginnings of the one:
There really is nothing I can say yet about the other.
With love,
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# Benjamin Harris 2017-12-09 16:13
You're right: It's about us as well as you. Thank you for posting this. It struck important notes for both my wife and myself. Very helpful! These self-worth-related issues seem to be endemic in humanity. And the dedication to humility that many spiritual "seekers" feel, while valuable and important, can also be a burden. All things in moderation, said the Greeks! So, a beautiful message from Adamu. No surprise there, right? Thanks for sharing. We love what you do; indeed, we love you simply as you. Be well.
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# Florence W Deems 2017-12-09 14:14
Arn and Adamu, many, many thanks for this. I continually have beaten up myself because I think I've been just sitting around, doing nothing to help out in bringing forth the new world of Oneness. I've also, in my dreams/OBEs?, seemed to be working with others. Last night, for instance, I KNOW we were working on a manual to help people. However, I just can't recall what's in this manual, or how much still needs to be done to get it finished so it can be useful. BTW, even if you couldn't see it yourself, I do detect your magnificent Divinity that shines forth like a beacon, to show the rest of us the way to God/Oneness. Namaste
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# Ronellé Snyman 2017-12-09 09:49
Hi Arm, it has been awhile yes and thank you that you had the courage to publish this. We all who is reading this can learn from what you are going through. Because we all have the same doubts and fears. So if one of us achieves a higher level or accomplish something like our overcoming a fear we all benefit from it because we can learn from it. It's like the word Namaste I see you, your soul. Yes my friend I definitely can see you and relate to you.
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# Vickie 2017-12-09 04:07
WOW! Arn, I am so very grateful to you for choosing to share this personal message. I can relate to every aspect of this conversation. No, there are no accidents and Adamu's wisdom absolutely hit home, as did your concerns, and was exactly what I needed to "hear" right now. I thank you both so much!
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# Wilfred as Yasol 2017-12-09 00:36
I took notes in the form of questions to ask myself when I am in my own heart space. I am very motivated by fear of losing what I don't even have yet. It is ridiculous and I thank Adamu for scolding you on your own set of fears because it felt as if he was also talking to that part of me. Also I found the information of "tuning in to listen" very practical and a good routine to add to my daily processes so I thank you for the questions you ask Zingdad as well as Adamu for the wisdom shared. P.s: Turning the ego into an agent of the magnus opus! hahaha loved that part! Now to the how... wish me success!
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# Scott 2017-12-09 00:34
Boy do I know how you feel, Arn! I'm super nervous about releasing my own material to the public. Thank you for sharing this! It hit home with me, and I very much appreciate you as well as Adamu for His advice.

The writing itself is easy enough. And then there’s a bit of editing and cleaning up to make sure the words represent, as perfectly as possible, the concepts that I originally received.
THIS! It's funny because I was a upset at the mistakes I've found in my first published copy of my book, but when I read that quote above, I felt my own Inner Self (Simcha) asking me, "Does the current state of your own book represent, as perfectly as possible, the concepts you originally wanted to express?" And the answer is 'yes'. So, thank you for sharing!


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# Scarlett 2017-12-09 00:28
"And secondly, I also want you to publish this as an article when it is done. Others will find it useful."

And I am one of those others.

This could have been me asking that question relating to this same subject Arn...and I have asked it of my own Guidance... and received a similar answer. So...much appreciated validation for my own situation my friend!

"Patience Child...there is perfect/Divine timing for everything, and you are up to the task...never doubt that." These have been Antoine`s words to me on more than one occasion when I have been feeling discouraged about my "mission" here.

I know you are fulfilling your "mission" too, and I also know that I/we are journeying Home with you and the others that we work with in the higher /expanded levels of consciousness. I know because I experience it and remember it.

I will never forget the amazing lucid dream experience I had the night before I knew I had to join your forum. I was with you and some others I later recognised when I met them on the forum. That experience led me directly to you...and to my Beloved Twin Soul. I will always be grateful for that.

Thank you on behalf of all of us.

Much Love
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# Cindy 2017-12-08 21:49
Wonderful to hear, thank you for sharing and being! Absolutely perfect!
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# Kathie Patterson 2017-12-08 21:31
Hello hello, thanks for your courage to go beyond your smallness into your publishing this piece... it feels to me we are in this beehive of activity together of cocreating something beautiful and wonderous that has not been achieved before...the personal healing journey allows more trust, synchronicity, vibrational resonance, joy and Divine timing of everything...the message has been received... thanks and much love to you and your team!!
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# Lynette Higgs 2017-12-08 21:29
Hello Arn,

I see you......I hear you......I am you......

Your expression is a breath of fresh air, your courage is well noted. We are so good at putting ourselves down and yet it's time for the pure of intent to shine...

May we all shine in these coming times brighter than the clear as the ocean on a calm blue day and as merry and light as summer breeze...

J.O. aka: Joyful Optimism...
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# Christopher 2017-12-08 21:01
Thank you so much Arn and Adamu! This writing has reinforced my resolution to daily align with my inner soul-self and also to let go as much as possible of all ego-self criticism and anything else less than unconditional love and acceptance for my self and others.
Thanks heaps. Your expression is fantastic! Very inspiring for me and many others I'm sure.
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# Margarita Wynne 2017-12-08 18:22
Arn/Zingdad, whoever you call yourself (haha), I have to say your sharing here has slipped into my state prrrrrrrfectly and is making my heart sing. I have no idea if I am one of those Adamu refers to in this timeline that are connected to you, but the resonance is strong. I thank you, and honour your amazing, wondrous path. Thank you so much for daring to be more of you with every breath you take. I feel absolutely no self-aggrandisement here, by the way... merely truth. xo
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# Cheri 2017-12-08 18:17
This was so beautiful to hear in my high heart as it is the exact feeling we are all having with our awakening. We are all participating in a variety of ways to add to the recreation of this reality. And it is so magnificient and so are we!! Just by becoming awake and aware we have allowed the light to enter us and anchor a new reality on the earth plane. I work behind the scenes multidimensionally on the earth grids and universal templates. I am in awe of this work that has awakened in me as well, it feels so precious as everything we do is about our full mastery returning, our awareness of ourselves as the creators and angels in form that we are. It is our christed presence returning to our shared awareness as we are all part of the one. But it does overwhelm as we have felt so very small and insignificant which is the biggest lie of this illusion.

I think the message here from you and Adamu is that we are here to mirror each other's divinity not by playing it small but by becoming the fullness of who we are!!

With so much love to this small but mighty group on the path to healing and self discovery that lies within.
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# Dean 2017-12-08 18:08
Thank you... Also ME. xo
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# Teresa Carvalho 2017-12-08 16:52
Reading your conversation with Adamu it seemed to me I was staring myself on the mirror and listening to my conversations with Who-knows-who through my pendulum...Thank you, Arn!
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# James 2017-12-08 16:43
Hello great to hear from you again, finally!...whatcha been doin?...just hangin out...beatin yourself up over your "lack of progress" ...etc, etc, yada yada? lolol

I tease you lovingly Arn as i totally understand how that whole "game" works... indeed, from a very personal experiential perspective, i understand! :)

And, it is so wonderful!...for now we can all just let that whole silly notion drift away as we move into our true, yes, magnificent selves more fully and courageously! What a great milestone this represents for both ourselves and all our family here on Earth and throughout All Creation! Thanks Arn and, of course, thanks to Adamu! Keep on Rockin, JB ☺
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# Lynette Higgs 2017-12-08 21:20
Well expressed....made me chuckle....
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# Janet Roberts 2017-12-08 16:06
Dear Arn
This sounds in a way like my story too- this article really makes sense to me.
So glad you got out out for everyone to read.
Lots of useful information to remember in times of uncertainly, and that I am not alone in the confusion to understand this spiritual journey.
Congratulations, and Thanks
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# Steve 2017-12-08 15:39
Beautiful article and self-reflection! I have been struggling with this very issue lately (taking on so much that I seemingly grind to a halt) and there are numerous points in here that I look forward to coming back to as a means for keeping myself centered and accepting of "what is". Many thanks to you for exposing an uncomfortable part of yourself for the benefit of others!
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# Cynthia 2017-12-08 15:01
Thank-you, Arn, for sharing was very helpful to me as I have been struggling with the same issue...not in getting public "work" done but in other areas of my life. Love & many Thanx to you in all that you's ALL good!
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# Richard 2017-12-08 13:42
Thank you for sharing this, your words filled me with a sense of great lightness and peace.
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# Anna 2017-12-08 13:14
Thank you so much for sharing this! This resonated a lot with my own journey, having experienced similar struggles with my output, for example. I will now focus on tuning in more and continue working on my fears as well. Namaste!
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# TheOneTenthMagnet 2017-12-08 10:22
Adamu's words are wise indeed. The way I see it is that a lot of the so-called "Spiritual" community has vilified "ego" and anything that even remotely resembles self-aggrandizement in any way, shape or form. As a side-effect, people relentlessly go on and hate the "ego", which is basically a tool for functioning as a human. So instead of mastering it, they try to 'kill it'; which never works. Secondly, they stretch the "never appreciate/praise oneself because it creates and sustains ego" idea so far that one becomes fearful of even genuinely complimenting oneself on their successes with the fear that it will somehow stoke and magnify the ego. And it ends up creating more ego, more inferiority complex, more sadness and overall, spiritual devolution (instead of the intended evolution). And as always, thanks for sharing! :)
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# Tien-I 2017-12-07 22:17
Thanks for sharing this jewel of truths. Once again, Adamu has summed it up quite marvelously. I have much to meditate on about this article, as well as All the rest of them. What I do as a reader, if and when there are gaps in writings, I start back at Book One of the Ascension Papers and begin to read the next higher level of message within the same articles. I find new and exciting messages and meanings each time I do. When not doing this, I practice what I have already learned. Much Love and Gratitude
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